i heart ben

this evening while watching this bizarre flick about a man who in his 24th day of knowing about his hiv positivity kidnaps the alleged transmitter and holds him hostage until it can be confirmed that he too carries the virus, i was surprised to realize i still love scott speedman. and apparently i am not alone. i really dig his blend of looks and voice, which he delivers through an endless portrayal of boys precariously teetering between hurt brooding puppy and may-snap-at-any-moment guy. finding that character type sexy may explain similar pangs of silly celeb crush inspired by the likes of billy crudup and andy garcia.

obviously i am having a very No Politics day. and so what.