22.8.04

learning the hole

chapter one - i was walking down the street and fell into a big hole. it was dark and scary and it took me a long time to get out.

chapter two - i was walking down the street and fell into a big hole. it was dark and scary and it took me a long time to get out.

chapter three - i was walking down the street cussing the hole, then inadvertently fell into it. it was dark and scary and it took me a long time to get out.

chapter four - i was walking down the street and i tried to sidestep a big hole, but fell in. it was dark and scary but i'd been down there before, so it took me less time to fumble my way out.

chapter five - in the hole again, suffocating in the familiarity. am working my way out, hopeful that if i should fall again, that it might be into a new hole on an altogether different street.

will and power do not equal willpower.

[thanks kc]